I love Mercy sooo much and rainbow puppies make my entire life.
- Listening to: Bum sex
- Reading: Porno scripts
- Playing: with peoples minds
- Eating: everything in sight - even the couch
My bad.So I haven't been on here in forever! I have been way to busy with school and work. This shall change though... startiinnnngggggg, NOW!!!
FunRight from the start you were a thief – you stole my heart. And I your willing victim, I let you see the parts of me that weren't all that pretty, and with every touch you fixed them. Now you've been talking in your sleep. Thing's you never say to me, Tell me that you've had enough of our love. Just give me a reason, just a little bit's enough. Just a second. We're not broken. Just bent, and we can learn to love again. It's in the stars. It's been written in the scars on our hearts.
vanilla twilight.the stars lean down to kiss you, and I lie awake and miss you. pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Because I'll dose off safe and soundly but I'll miss you're arms around me because
cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
The silents isn't so bad till I look at my hands and feel sad because the spaces between my fingures
are right where you'res fit perfectly.
I'll sit on my front porch all night, wast deep in thought because when I think of you I don't feel so alone.
Funny what things come to mind while lost in thought.
Things are looking up...Got a new apartment. Have almost everything packed for the move, and my first and last saves.
(thanks to the help of an amazing friend thanks a ton hun)
It's going to get better. There has been a lot of break down moments for me getting here
but It is okay. Now I just need to worry about having money for some food in the house but ones im in the new
place I can start getting money back on track.
Merry ChristmasThey say that Christmas is a time for giving. Maybe its not, maybe its a time for people to love each
other and stop what there doing to realize life isn't all just about what kind of car you drive or how big your house is
but somewhere in all of this people lost sigh of that. there under so much stress about what to buy for who
and how much is the right amount to spend that they argue more then normal and nit pick everything just to make them
selves feel better in some sick and twisted kind of way. I love Christmas, I don't need presents I just need to be with
family and people who care, fighting isn't one of them. I feel like I'm doing everything wrong and stuck in an
infinite loop of apologies and I don't know how to escape no matter what I do. I know it's me in the wrong but it doesn't make the situation any less heart breaking. I don't mean to and after Christmas is over i'm done, I need to do something with my life. Buckle down and go out and get a job, start doing more aro
night in shining armorSo I came home today after spending some time with the family,
to find my entire apartment lit up with candles and the Christmas
tree shining and my wonderful boy with it huge smile on his face.
he hugged me and told me he loved me and are about to watch a chick
flick in the candle lit living room with some popcorn.
I love him, he says he did it because i accused him of not being romantic ahahaha
i rated the whole thing a 7, I took points of for his reason for doing it lol.
Merry Christmas xD
struggling for words.your needs abundant.
the price is high.
The gun is raised, breath is still.
and the seconds tick by with anticipation, and questions?
will they do it? do they care?
hoping for the embrace but expecting the blow to the heart.
and then your left with your eyes closed and a smile on your face
because you were happy, and you will take the answer in silents.
And hope that he takes the one that brings you back together
and away from the fighting..
and then..... nothing.
and then the new chapter....its like drowning, stuck somewhere without a clue which way to go until
you find yourself deeper in then you ever mean't to go.
It's trying to breath without a source of oxygen.
Like opening your eyes and finding it's darker then when your eyes were closed.
There's always a battle ahead that seems like there's no way to concur it
until its over and you realize how feeble it all is compared to how it could have been.
Winter is unforgiving. Its the end of a a year and the beginning to a new chapter.
What was ones beautiful colors falling from the trees with a slight nip in the air is now
a cold day covering all the beauty with a blanket of white holding it captive until
it is once again warm and we forget all about its present.
my point being, we always have someone holding us back, something to look forward to
and the promise of another year and new memory's. never stop to ask what could of been
just no that there still could be.
no wordsfear of insanity. the one fear was all she had to keep her going. she ran through the forest with her feet pounding
against the solid earth, as leaves crunched under foot and her heart races faster with each step she took toward her destination.
home, out in the middle of nowhere where she could be alone and herself and avoid the voices telling her to give up, she curled up in
her tree home and fell alseep with nala, the only creature that ever got to know the true her. Feeling sick and alone and looking for comfort in the early morning she walked to the water falls, peaceful and alway flowing, nala joint and circled around his tree. never ones caring how weaker and weaker she was feeling till she fell....
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Artist Yoga and Fanime!
I was up past midnight doing "Artist Yoga", aka frantically organizing prints for Fanime (at the San Jose Convention Center)
I'll be in the Artist Alley at table 1603 from May 27th -30th doing more "Artist Yoga" and bending backwards trying to grab all the prints lol. Come by and w̶a̶t̶c̶h̶ ̶m̶e̶ ̶g̶e̶t̶ ̶b̶a̶c̶k̶ ̶p̶a̶i̶n̶ say hi!
(That's my 100 gallon aquaponics system in the background and a giant origami fish on the wall named Fat Louie...)
Pandora's Lesson Zero
Now in 3-D, for all your nightmare inducing needs! Lovingly rendered by artist :iconNorbert-N-S:, or Meowraa on tumblr. Original source here: http://meowraa.tumblr.com/
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The 'FNAF Sister Location' Anti-Hate RantOK, so everyone should have seen Scott's new teaser by now.
I was not going to write about this originally (so forgive me for rushing this journal), since I figured that literally everyone knows about the news by now, but the way people are announcing it and reacting to it disturbs me. I thought we were better than this, but I guess not.
Literally everywhere I go today, everyone I've seen is spamming memes like and saying that Scott is milking the series and beating a dead horse. Even people who have "left" the FNAF fandom and have decided to pop back in just to put in their discouraging, even hating, opinions. It's so bad, that I feel people are hating JUST because it has become cool to hate, as some kind of herd mentality.
Well guess what? It doesn't matter what anyone thinks! Scott is clearly going to do what Scott is going to do! The amount of hate th
Updates as of October2009: Missing Halloween's story was created. Discontinued.
2010: Attempted to rework in 3D. Failed. Discontinued.
2013: Revived and started the animation production. Didn't reach Halloween. Hiatus.
2014: Resumed and held a contest. Didn't reach Halloween. Hiatus.
2015: Resumed. Missing Halloween didn't miss Halloween!
For the past month, me and Negyek were hard at work, day and night, to finish Missing Halloween. Later on, Procrastacat and VenBright were hired to give various voices for the ending scene. All of these are, of course, paid jobs, thanks to my Patreon supporters.
By November 29, the animation is officially done. All 8+ minutes of it.
Win 2000 POINTS!!! CLOSED!Hello, my lovelies! I have decided that from now on, I'm going to have a giveaway every single month! So this May, I am giving you all a chance to win 2000 !
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